What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good director?
Empathy and the ability to listen and observe.
First and last cinematographic crush?
“The Imposter” (2012) by Bart Layton and “Dream Collector” by Sonja Djekic, which is still in production.
How old were you when you decided you wanted to be a director?
I always wanted to be a writer. When I was a child, I found the ability to conjure up images with words so powerful. It’s only later I discovered the magic of film.
For you a Film is...
A film is the start of a conversation.
What do you feel when you're directing?
I feel complete exhilaration with short bouts of dread, usually when I realise the extent of my responsibility. Even though it seems counter intuitive, I find that combination somehow intoxicating.
You can go to the movies with a director that you
love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna watch it?
I would watch a romantic comedy with David Fincher. I don’t like the genre. I find it very clichéd and formatted. Knowing his body of work, I would imagine he would not particularly like it either. And that would make for a great starting point to an interesting conversation about perception and the power of images.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
I find it interesting to strive for the impossible, because by definition, that is where nobody else has been. And that is exciting. However it is important not to lose your end goal out of sight. If the impossible only serves your ambition and not your film, choose wisely.
Can you live just of your passion?
In an ideal world you could live off your passion and pay your bills with great ideas. I choose to believe that is within reach.
What's more important talent or luck?
Talent can be developed whereas luck is completely out of your hands.
I like the tension between the illusion of complete control and the reality of a complete loss of it.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
Fight Club.
Have you ever accepted to direct even if you didn't like the project?
I have done projects in the past that were not born out of a burning passion but more out of the curiosity to learn something new that will help me hone my craft.
What's the best compliment you have received about your job?
I have been told my work is courageous. Sometimes that surprises me as I find exploring new things and asking questions a very natural thing.
Are you satisfied about your career?
Having come from the music industry, journalism, the film and art worlds, I feel I have a wide range of experiences I can draw on and that makes me very happy.
Do you have a good luck charm?
No.
Which is the worst moment on set?
Nothing can go wrong when you’re prepared. However, things can veer off a set plan and I find it challenging to then keep an open mind, but that is pivotal. Quite often it’s the unexpected that produces the most magical cinematic moments.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of is ending?
I will quite often feel exhilarated and then a bit sad because I have to move on and turn the page. However that usually only lasts a couple of weeks, then I’m getting excited about the next project.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
No.
If you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to....
My first thought would go to my parents, who have always inspired and supported me. I guess that’s what most people would say. But it is true that they’re the ones who bring us into the world and therefore shape the way we see it most.
When did you decide you wanted to be an actor/director/ screenplayer?
I always enjoyed art but didn't know what I would do with it as a job, When I was in high school I discovered the possibility of my art career becoming a reality.
How did your family react?
My family is very supportive. In the beginning, they were uneasy and were against the idea of me going into the art field, I don't blame them it can be a pretty daunting thing and they just wanted to make sure I was making the right decision. It took a lot of convincing but one I proved to them that I was serious and what my plans were they were all onboard!
Do you have a Muse or a Role Model?
I don't really have a single role model, the people I look up to change all the time! However, my biggest role model and support system would have to be My Maternal Grandmother and Paternal Grandfather. They're both artists and they were really encouraging and supportive of my artistic hobbies when I was little. They really were the ones to turn my little spark into a full flame as I got older and for that, I am eternally grateful.
Who's your biggest fan?
My family is probably my biggest fan along with my friends.
What brings you inspiration the most?
Spending time with things I enjoy probably is the best source of inspiration, whether it is with friends or family, taking time to immerse myself in media I enjoy like movies or games or books.
Which actor or director would you like to work with?
That's a tough one, I'd probably love to work with Pete Docter, Hajime Isayama or Brad Bird.
Have you ever seen a film that was better than the book?
I don't think I've seen a film better than the book, If anything it might be the Disney Adaptions of the old Hans Christian Andersen and Brothers Grimm stories.
What's the movie that taught you the most?
I think the movie that taught me the most would be Wolf Children by Mamoru Hosoda. It just really brought a whole new light to Motherhood and really made me appreciate my parents for all the sacrifices they made for the life I have now.
About your artistic career, have you ever had the desire to quit everything?
Yes, I think about quitting all the time. With careers fueled with creativity, it can be really difficult to always keep up and it can be very draining. But I truly do love what I do and I always find myself feeling incomplete if I'm not creating. If you ever do feel that way, just know it's okay to take a break and slow down, sometimes not being artistic is the best thing you can do to improve your skills and inspiration.
On set what excites yuo the most?
In the animation field, we don't really have an in-person set as live-action does. However, something similar would be the creation process, when we're brain-storing ideas and working on bringing them to fruition. The most exciting part is definitely seeing how all the scattered puzzle pieces slowly come together and you finally have a completed shot. It's really satisfying.
And what scares you the most ?
The part that scares me the most would be when everything just goes wrong, it's a bit trickier when you're with other people since you have disagreements and such. But when you work so hard on something, months of time and effort and in the end you just have to scrap it. It's probably more disheartening than scary.
What's your next project?
I'm Currently working as a Designer in the industry. It's nice to slow down with a 9-6 job after hectic school years of pumping out films and pulling all-nighters every day. I'm currently brainstorming some ideas for a future Comic or even film but that's a really long terms project that's still at the idea stage.
You can steal the career of an artist you really admire, who do you choose?
If I could steal the Career of an artist I might choose Omocat or maybe Usman Riaz. I intervened at Mano Studios which Usman had founded. They are currently working on their first feature film, being there with everyone was really inspiring, and seeing how passionate everyone has really inspired me in thinking about going the indie route and creating a studio or small business of my own. The same goes with Omocat, She's also someone who has her own business and art studio. A career path like that is something that really intrigues me.
An actor/director/screenplayer is made of....
An Actor/Director/The screenplay is made of patience, creativity and openness to improvement. Someone who thinks outside the box and is open to criticism because they care more about improving rather than being right.
For you Cinema is....
For me, Cinema is pure wonder and cleverness. The ability to make people feel, to change minds and alter perceptions. To inspire and cause the audience to believe and be immersed I feel is successful media One that cares about telling a story as their main drive rather than getting a particular point across.
Do you think Black and white movies have a powerful impact?
Yes, I think Black and white cinema has a very powerful impact. we studied them a lot during college and I got to understand why so many people are fond of them. When you have a lack of colour and all the other fancy tools we have these days you don't have distractions and have to rely purely on visual storytelling in Black and white films. You tend to focus more on Acting, silhouettes and camera angles which are crucial for effective cinema. Also, the lack of colour helped us easily spot good compositions and contrast which could be harder to spot in modern-day films.
Have you ever dreamed of winning an Oscar?
Haha, yes I have dreamed of winning an Oscar, I think a lot of filmmakers have.
Do you think you're gonna win it?
Will I win it? Hmm, maybe who knows? I think I was a lot more determined to win an Oscar when I was younger but now I think rather than winning one I care more about making good films. I've seen so many amazing films miss out on an Oscar and that made me question how much winning it would really mean to me. How much of getting an Oscar is determined by good filmmaking compared to having the right connections and prestige? It would still be amazing to win one Of course but I don't think that's my end-all-be-all goal.
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good filmmaker?
Talent and passion are the most important ingredients. The talent is responsible for the creation, and passion is the drive.
First and last cinematographic crush?
The Italian film Cinema Paradiso by Giuseppe Tornatore was the first film that really changed my view on cinema.
Last I don’t know, I saw many films that blew my mind, from all around the world, Italy, South Korea, China, Japan, Spain...I think the South Korean film 3-Iron by Kim Ki-duk
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be a filmmaker?
When I was around 9 years old, I started acting in the school plays, and even at younger age I started drawing. Since then, I knew I will be a filmmaker and visual artist. With animation and visual art, I started in the early 1990s and I began writing and directing films in 2006.
For you a Film is...
A film is a visual message and an expression of an important idea.
What do you feel when you're directing?
I feel self-satisfaction.
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna watch it?
This is a hard question to answer, because I am a fan of the works of artists and not them personally. I am never interested in the person, but I admire their work. All I can tell you is that I would go to watch an Italian film. The “who” is hard to answer because of what I wrote above.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
Definitely, Impossible only takes longer!
Can you live just of your passion?
Unfortunately not, I work as a Software Architect for a living.
What's more important talent or luck?
This is a hard question; I think one needs both. Vincent van Gogh is a good example of a talented artist that did not have luck. And luck alone is good for other things than art, and I see films as a form of art.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
The Italian film The Star Maker by Giuseppe Tornatore.
A film that is written and directed by one of the most amazing filmmakers and starring by one of the most talented actors.
Have you ever accepted a movie to direct even if you didn't like the project?
No.
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
When in 2008, Ramiz Jaraisy the mayor of Nazareth back then, called my documentary The Sons of Eilaboun “the most important film about the Nakba” (1948 Palestinian expulsion).
An indirect compliment concerning the same film, historians (at least two) use The Sons of Eilaboun as a reference for oral history.
When I was asked by a historian to write a chapter about the historical events from the Sons of Eilaboun in the book An Oral History of the Palestinian Nakba.
Are you satisfied about your career?
It is going slower than I would like because of funding, but otherwise yes.
Do you have a good luck charm?
No.
Which is the worst moment on set?
In my case, when filming my short film Just another day, at 2 a.m. during the last day of shooting, the main actor started laughing uncontrollably each time he started his line. We had to do a long pause for him to relax.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of is ending?
I feel proud and satisfied.
Have you ever lied to get a job?
No.
If you should win an Oscar your first thought would go to....
My family.
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good actor?
A good actor is modest while still trusting that she is a great actor. She is someone who appropriately assesses her skills to identify not only her strong points, but also her weak points.
First and last cinematographic crush?
My first cinematographic crush is the dinner table scene in The Cook, the Thief, His Wife & Her Lover by Peter Greenaway. I liked the color illusory quality of that scene and how it constructs the theatrical, intellectual, and framed-painting-like qualities that resonate with me. It seemed like a moving painting or a gallery to me, which I loved.
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be an actor?
I was 5 years old when I decided to become a painter, and I have never wavered in my decision.
The thought of becoming an actor never entered my mind when I was young. It was always painting or drawing that attracted me and enabled me to engage my creative nature. It was always something to do consciously and with creativity, which I enjoyed a lot. Then when I moved from Switzerland to London for college, and I discovered that I liked directing a creative piece rather than being in it during my studies in London.
For you a Film is...
Film is a medium I use to depict a subject matter in my artwork. As I am inherently a painter, I tend to relate everything to painting. My visual concepts are all from paintings, and I use my drawings for my film and video.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing?
I have fun directing a performance or film. I like the excitement that comes with directing. When I am with an actor, singer, or dancer, I feel excited. My ideas become clearer when I decide to work with an actor.
You can go to the Movies with an actor that you love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna watch it?
I would go with my favorite actors Ewan McGregor, Woo Sung Jung, and Seung Heon Song and actresses Meryl Streep, Elizabeth Winstead, and Jun Ji Hyun. We would watch an action film together.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
Hepburn’s quote is truly inspiring because I realize that what we do always helps build us up. She was speaking about self-confidence, self-doubt, and believing in yourself. Keep questioning yourself, plan your move accordingly, and keep working until you make your dream a reality. A combination of self-doubt and overthinking could be the worst thing, which is why we become our own worst enemy. I try to answer myself and ask for help when overthinking happens.
Can you live just of your passion?
No you need money as well to achieve your passion. I think these two go together in my experience as an artist. As I am taking off on this journey, I get excited about the opportunities opening up to me for my feature film.
What's more important talent or luck?
You need both these days to survive as an artist—although not everyone has talent, I guess. Talent is natural and luck is luck...so I guess talent is more important.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
It would have to be my own movie, The Eclipse Recognized by the Sound. This film is very dear to me in that it depicts all my memories of moments of fear, happiness, and dreams. It was also my first film using actors.
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even if you didn't like the project?
Well, there was a project where the subject matter was new to me, but I liked doing the research for it. This project was for Sulwhasoo (a Korean cosmetic brand). I was invited to their annual Sulwha Cultural Exhibition in 2016. I was commissioned to respond to the most popular Korean traditional tale, “The two love stars: Altair and Vega,” at the Sulwhasoo flagship store in Seoul. Thanks to this exhibition, I learned many things related to the Korean traditional tale. I always like learning new things, but this was a fun project that resulted in a 2D animation production.
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
Well, I wouldn’t call it a job, but for my artwork I have received comments such as “you did an amazing job on your performance piece/innovative film and are a compelling nominee.” When I get such compliments, I get excited about my next project and get the courage to plan for a bigger project, which I am doing now.
Are you satisfied about your career?
I am so excited about my new work, which is a documentary film that includes dance in it. I can’t wait to share my upcoming performances in 2023.
Do you have a good luck charm?
Bokjori (a lucky bag) is said to bring good luck if hung inside the house from New Year's Eve to New Year's Day in Korea. I have many of these at home, but I cannot say that they have given me any luck in life. I usually don’t believe in these sayings. I rely on working hard on my artworks. I believe you can make things happen if you keep trying your best in your passion, which I feel is more important than luck.
Which is the worst moment on set ?
The worst is when I must change my plans because of a financial situation. I try to stick to my plan as much as I can, but yes this would give me problems when planning a set for a film.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of it's ending?
When the exhibition or performance is over, I usually feel a great sense of satisfaction with the project. When a critic approaches me with feedback about my work, I learn more about what I could do better in my project. Talking to critics has helped a lot.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
Not really. I am a very down-to-earth person.
If you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to....
I would thank my entire team and my family for their tremendous support. I think I would also immediately start thinking about my next project. What I want to achieve in my next project always comes to my mind when I finish my current project, so if I won an Oscar—the greatest award—I would be even more excited for my next project.
Do you prefer Comedy or Drama?
Depends on my mood! I love both at different times, and especially when you can do both at the same time.
Life imitates Art or Art imitates Life?
Art Imitates Life - and there is so much to life that we aren't (currently) capable of being consciously aware of.
Which is the best moment on set?
When the cast and crew are working as a fluid unit. There is a MAGIC to so many people coming together to create art, especially when they are all on the same page and working cohesively.
Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?
Yes - I have also had a lot of people relay this in actions instead of words!
How can you stay focused on your goal?
I have found that what works best for me is to try and ride the wave of focus/productivity. Sometimes I can go and go and go and am so productive, but if my mind and body aren't in it, I am just wasting time, so I need to build in those breaks when that happens. I also think it is really important to surround yourself with people who will help remind you of the goal when you forget or can't see it. We are not in this alone.
Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
Not my current job but in the past, yes. There was a time that I was getting sick every 3-4 weeks because I was so stressed and hated going to work. It took an extreme toll on my body, mind, and spirit.
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
Deeply depends on how you utilize it.
What would you like to improve about yourself as Filmmaker?
I have some memory issues from an accident and some trauma that happened 7-10 years ago so my recall is not as good as I would like. It is something I am constantly working on so that I can communicate more clearly and efficiently, especially with directing.
What's the worst critic you have received?
That my ideas didn't fit someone else's vision and therefore I should change my content. It was an eye opener that I wasn't working for the right people or on the right project!
If you weren't a filmmaker what would you like to be?
I am many things outside of a director and filmmaker already but I would have loved to be a firefighter or pilot. I also wish I had a secret talent, like singing.
If Cinema was a color what would it be?
White - because it is created by the primary colors all coming together as one. Much like filmmaking, with so many different and seemingly separate pieces that come together to create something new.
A day without a movie is...
One where I am out exploring the world.
If someone offered you to direct a movie that you despise but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?
No - I have to be deeply emotionally interested and invested in a film. Otherwise the results will be forced and I wouldn't do justice to the art of it.
What's your greatest ambition?
To experience deep and long lasting peace.
What's your biggest fear?
Dying alone or losing loved ones too early.
Does music helps you to direct, write?
Whatever corresponds well with the subject matter of the project. Music is such a guiding force for visuals so I tend to deep dive into whatever fits the piece I am working on.
You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?
The absence of sound can say as much or more than active use of sound, if done properly.
Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....
Black Lives Matter. As story tellers, we have the opportunity to make the world a better place by having people feel seen and understood. We have a responsibility to do it ethically and to use our influence for good. I am so grateful to everyone who has helped me along my own path to becoming a better human and storyteller. This is not a solo sport and I have a phenomenal team of folx behind me who deserve all of the recognition. I am so grateful for the opportunity to be here, every, single, day.
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good actor/director?
The absolute necessary ingredient to be a good anything in life is imagination. If you can think it, you can do it. The next and only other ingredient needed is persistence. To be able to persist through failure and even after winning is key to living a fruitful and successful life; no matter what faucet it may be, but especially when it comes to acting and directin. There is an old saying that you need to be the change you wish to see in the world. I believe that cinema, when used intentionally, is a great medium to reach people and teach them more about deeper concepts of life and the world around them.
First and last cinematographic crush?
My first cinematographic crush… that’s a tough one. It’s between Emma Stone and Emma Watson. There’s just something about those Emmas haha. My last/latest cinematographic crush is probably Awkwafina. I think she’s hilarious, and that’s a good way to make me fall for you haha. That or Michelle Yeoh, but that’s kind of been an ongoing thing.
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be an actor/director?
Ever since I can remember. Probably 5 years old. I always wanted to be an action star. I was always pretending to fight imaginary ninjas and I just always wanted to be the cool guy.
For you a Film is…
Captivating. It captures a vibe that otherwise would be intangible or unknown. It is a medium in which any form of expression can be conveyed. It is a modern art of the age old tradition of story telling. A film is a way of connecting to people on multiple levels. A good film will have you philosophizing about life long after the credits have rolled.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing?
Stress. Haha just kidding, although that is part of it. But I feel passion, alive, and adrenaline. I feel almost more human when I’m doing these things. It highlights all the emotions and things that make us who we are. It’s an elating feeling. I suppose that best answers the question: elated.
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna whatch it?
Easy. Donnie Yen. I would definitely have to choose an action movie. I would love to get a breakdown of any fight scenes from him in real time, and just talk to him about the industry and what he thinks makes an action film click. Then I may leave the movie early and try to put together a fight scene with him in the parking lot haha.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
The true definition of impossible: Difficult.
Can you live just of your passion?
I would like to say yes to this. However, any good artist knows that passion alone doesn’t pay the bills. It does however make life worth living. Life without passion wouldn’t be worth living, so I suppose it would go hand in hand. You need passion to have fruitful life, however having passion alone will end up having you fall short. As in everything in life, balance is key.
What's more important talent or luck?
Both are important. Luck can get you in there door, but talent will keep you there. Talent will also get you in the door, but luck is much less likely to keep you there. I think talent is more important because it’s a skill you can actually hone in on. Luck is just that, you’re either lucky or you’re not. It can’t be practiced and disciplined into something more whereas talent can. Ideally you’d have both, but talent is much more important and long-lasting.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie…
Besides Lord of the Rings? Probably Everything Everywhere All at Once.
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even if you didn't like the project?
You haven’t been in the industry long enough if you have never participated in a project you didn’t like or believe in. Especially when you’re first starting off. Anyone who has been lucky enough to love every project they’ve done or been in, just know we are all envious of you haha.
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
The best compliment I’ve received was on my film Just Another Day in Reno, which is a action comedy, was when I got a phone call from a friend in the industry whom I look up to and they were crying from laughing so hard. They could barely speak to me on the phone as they called me immediately after literally howling and couldn’t even get the words out to congratulate me. Technically it was the best compliment I never actually got because they couldn’t get the words out.
Are you satisfied about your career?
Never and always. I am always satisfied with where I’m at, no matter where it is in life and in my career. However, I do know that I can always do more and be better on my next projects. Never settle, always hungry, and content with everything in between.
Do you have a good luck charm?
The faith I have in myself to do good is enough.
Which is the worst moment on set?
There’s been a few. There is one that sticks out more than others, but I will say overall the worst moment is when the production comes to a wrap and you have to say goodbye to your 2nd family that you have made during filming.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of it's ending?
-Bittersweet. Depends on the job also haha. Usually relieved that the job is done and now the next project can be worked on. Also a bit sad. Some jobs you want to last forever because of the people that are part of it become like family or you really like the role that you are doing, but alas, all things must come to an end eventually.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
I can’t say I have. There was one roll I took on that I didn’t have the full experience they asked for, but between the filming time and the time I got the role I had practiced what I needed (which was rock climbing) enough in time by the film date that nobody was the wiser.
If you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to….
Let me get back to you guys on this as soon as I win that Oscar.
When did you decide you wanted to be Filmmaker?
I have always had a passion for film.
How did your family react?
My father was a huge influence for me. He has always supported my decision.
Do you have a Muse or a Role Model?
Alfred Hitchcock, Stanley Kubrick, and David Cronenberg are some of my favorite inspirations.
Who's your biggest fan?
My dad.
What brings you inspiration the most?
Death and tragedy.
Which actor or director would you like to work with?
Anyone would do as long as we are on the same page.
Have you ever seen a film that was better than the book?
Yes, The Shining (1980)
What's the movie that taught you the most?
Psycho (1960)
About your artistic career, have you ever had the desire to quit everything?
When it gets tough, you never know how low the bottom is. So it is important to keep your head up.
On set what excites you the most?
Getting the show we need!
And what scares you the most ?
Disasters on set. That is why it is important to always keep all your ducks in a row.
What's your next project?
It will most likely be a documentary.
You can steal the career of an artist you really admire, who do you choose?
Probably Stanley Kubrick or Alfred Hitchcock since I admire them the most.
For you Cinema is....
Life!
Do you think Black and white movies have a powerful impact?
Yes, most of them are classics like Psycho (1960).
When did you decide you wanted to be an actor/director/ screenplayer?
I knew when I was four years old that I had an interest in exploring people's feelings in whatever medium would allow it. Forrest Gump was my favorite movie. I had my mouth washed out with soap for the first time ever for quoting the Drill Instructor in the movie. I recently decided I would pursue it fully and it is going well so far.
How did your family react?
My family panicked. They thought I was behaving erratically and out of character. They wanted to pin my traumatic brain injury on my behavior instead of listening to me. I'm still learning to deal with it. It's weird.
Do you have a Muse or a Role Model?
All the great comedy writers. Judd Apatow's Sick In The Head 1&2 is truly what motivated me to pursue this. Thanks, Judd.
Who's your biggest fan?
Probably John Goodman.
What brings you inspiration the most?
Stimulating conversation.
Which actor or director would you like to work with?
Jordan Peele
Have you ever seen a film that was better than the book?
No.
What's the movie that taught you the most?
Edward Scissorhands
About your artistic career, have you ever had the desire to quit everything?
Every day. It would be an easy thing to do.
On set what excites you the most?
Solving that puzzle.
And what scares you the most?
Not solving that puzzle.
What's your next project?
Not Our Problem Dude: NOPD Through the Pandemic
You can steal the career of an artist you really admire, who do you choose?
BJ Novak
An actor/director/screenplayer is made of....
Evoked emotions.
For you, Cinema is....
A gateway to a safe space. A mindful exercise.
Do you think Black and white movies have a powerful impact?
I don't think it's safe to say they didn't have an impact. They showed everyone how to make it work with what you have.
Have you ever dreamed of winning an Oscar?
No, that seems arrogant.
Do you think you're gonna win it?
No, that seems arrogant.
What's the absolutely necessary ingredient to be a good actress?
I feel each has necessary ingredients, but I would say listening and being open. First and last cinematographic crush?
The first director that inspired me was Steven Spielberg. I have watched Jaws probably a hundred times. It is one of my favorite films. I have many favorite films, but another one of my favorites was Close Encounter of the Third Kind. His films have this magic to them that is indescribable and the lift me up because they all have a heart. I love how he creates suspense. I also get so excited by his shots. Also, I love Alfred Hitchcock. One of my favorite films is Rear Window and of course Psycho. I love all his movies. There are so many magnificent directors. All the tops of course. I guess most recently I was astounded how Florian Zeller who directed “The Father” was able to make basically one location a gripping psychological thriller based on Anthony Hopkins memory. His performance was, wow, just incredible, but how he shot it and the editing was incredible. Also, David Lynch because I love how he takes artistic risks and I love his morning weather reports and music.
How old you were when you decided you wanted to be an actress?
I was probably 6 or 7. My cousins and I would do skits at holiday parties. My mother who loved cinema and had me watch all the classics. Said I was talented and should think about acting. Before that had a great passion for drawing and thought I would be a fine artist. I chose acting and studied for over 10 yeas in LA, but despite multiple agents, being in the union and multiple headshots, I didn’t get many auditions. If you don’t get auditions it is hard to book work. I got in the union on one project, had some call backs and went to network once but didn’t book. So after 12 years where I was in a few low budget indie films from Backstage but not booking paid work, I decided to go into production and later filmmaking.
For you a Film is...
A creative expression of a story.
What do you feel when you're acting/directing/writing?
I feel alive, happy and ecstatic. With acting, I get into the character and when the scene works and feels real or right; I am happy. With directing, it’s different. My imagination sails. I am so happy having visions of the story and the shots. Screenwriting provides the same feeling. All of them make me happy like a light bulb has gone off inside me.
You can go to the Movies with an actor/director/screenplayer that you love. What kind of movie do you choose and with who you're gonna watch it?
Maybe an old classic, a thriller, sci fi or a comedy. I am pretty open. I am not sure who that would be, but someone who appreciates the art of cinema.
Audrey Hepburn used to say “Nothing is Impossible”, what do you think about it?
I feel it is true for anyone who believes it.
Can you live just of your passion?
Well, adjacently. I have worked in different areas in the business that are excellent and excellent to know, and I have acquired many skills that I enjoy and am thankful for. I am so grateful I have been able to work consistently for so long and I have valuable experience. I am naturally creative, but haven’t been able to make a living from the creative roles in the business as of yet. Sometimes life is a compromise, but I found a way forward while doing my passion on the side.
What's more important talent or luck?
I think luck. Many lucky people may not have the talent that someone who isn’t lucky has. I think both are necessary for a long career, but I have heard stories of lucky people for instance never knowing acting let’s say but were booked in a project that made their career and had to take classes after their success. Or just moved to LA, and they had the right look and fit the part and got booked. That is great. I have met many very talented people who didn’t have luck and had to let their dreams go as well. But both are needed for a long term career, but in the beginning, luck is great to have.
You must go to a desert island but you can bring with you just one movie...
Star Wars Last Hope.
If I could negotiate, or had a chance to slip two more in a box, I would have one box and 3 movies; Star Wars Last Hope, Empire Strikes Back and Return of the Jedi.
Have you ever accepted a part/ a movie to direct/ a script to write even if you didn't like the project?
No. I was working for a company that produced reality series and was told to audition for one. I hadn’t seen it yet, but they really wanted me to audition. I did and just had fun and I received a contract to be a part of that season. After watching an episode of the show, I decided not to take it. I didn’t feel I was a good match. I called my agent and told them and they advised me not to and agreed with me but said I could do it if I wanted. I chose not to. Maybe my life would have been better if I had, but that is what I chose.
What's the best compliment you have received about your Job?
I am so good at what I do no one wants to let me go. I save the company so much money with my negotiations, relationships and skills, they make money on me as an employee even with my salary.
Are you satisfied about your career?
I have learned a lot and stayed working for many years, so that is a blessing. I would love to advance in my career and do projects where I can use my creativity more and create.
Do you have a good luck charm?
No.
Which is the worst moment on set ?
I haven’t had a bad moment on set luckily.
How do you feel when a job you've been part of it's ending?
I was only sad about one series I worked on when it ended because we traveled together around the country and everyone was so great!
The people were so nice it made the work wonderful.
Have you ever lied to get a part/job?
No. I, for some reason can’t lie.
If I can’t do something and I don’t feel confident about it, I just say it. I am honest and straightforward. I am just built that way. And I have not gotten jobs because of it, but it’s just my nature. I
f you should win an Oscar your first taught would go to....
God or something larger than myself whatever you want to call it.
Do you prefer Comedy or Drama?
I prefer comedy to drama because life throws enough drama at you, on a daily basis, and laughter makes that much easier to deal with.
Life imitates Art or Art imitates Life?
I think that art imitates life because the recognition of beauty is a reflection upon existence itself. Art is an observation of an expression of life.
Which is the best Moment on set?
My best moment on set is when everyone is suddenly in sync making all their parts come together to become one to make everything happen on film both in front and behind the camera.
Did anyone ever tell you weren't good enough?
I’ve always been encouraged to go for it and haven’t had anyone tell me I’m wasting my time though I do have detractors that remind me I'm not making any money. Not yet....
How can you stay focused on your goal?
I stay focused on my goal because I enjoy the pursuit itself and that’s good enough.
Have you ever had a breakdown because of your Job?
I’ve never been stressed about film making because it’s not how I pay the bills and that makes all the difference.
Talent is a blessing or a curse?
I think talent can be both a blessing and a curse. It is so satisfying to pursue and succeed at something that you naturally gravitate to, but to aspire to something that you are somehow unable to ever reach for or achieve for would be soul crushing.
What would you like to improve about yourself as an actor/director, screenplay?
I would like to improve my work discipline as a writer because I have grand ideas while my fortitude snoozes in the background.
What's the worst critic you have received?
honestly haven’t had a bad critique yet. That might sound puffed-up, but I’ve only made one video and it’s been well received winning over 140 awards so far.
If you weren't an actor/director/screenplayer what would you like to be?
If I wasn’t writing or performing, I would like to direct. It combines all the aspects of production into one job, and you get an invaluable hands-on oversight in the creation of something.
If Cinema was a color what would it be?
If Cinema were a color, I think it would be blue. The softness of the deep hues contrasting with the fluorescent brightness of the lighter ends of the spectrum well represents the perception of Cinema upon the psyche
A day without a movie is...
A day without a movie is a day spent lost in your own ideas for movies. That’s not a bad thing at all.
If someone offered you to play/write in/a movie that you despice but that for sure will make you rich and famous...would you accept the job?
I would take part in a film I didn’t like, and then I would do my absolute best with whatever I had to work with. Even if it was crap, I could feel that I did my part in the production to my gut-wrenching best and would have nothing to regret.
What's your greatest ambition?
My greatest ambition is to create something within my niche that really reaches people on some level. To get the message that I want to say out there in front and have it really become effective.
What's your biggest fear?
My biggest fear is giving up.
Does music helps you to play/direct, write?
Music helps me in all facets of creation, and it has always been a driving and motivating force in my life.
You have the chance to make a Silent movie, what's your message to the audience?
My silent movie message would be “Believe your own eyes”.
Share your speech if you should win an Oscar.....
If I won the Oscar, I would thank all my friends and family that have stood with me and encouraged me throughout all my endeavors, whether they were successful or failures. Mostly failures. Thanks to my directors and producers that were so instructive and inspirational. Thanks to my fellow performers and writers for their assistance in my understanding of the craft. And thanks most of all to those that enjoyed my work. That is the most rewarding fete of all.